Tomorrow morning Esther and I are running this season’s first race, a 5K in Prospect Park. Despite running over 200 races between us, this one was different. It’s not about goal times or PRs this one is for a cause, to honor my late mother-in-law’s memory.
Two years ago, Maria Hernandez, or Lola, as she was known to her friends lost her battle with Pancreatic Cancer causing a loss that hasn’t been replaced. This ugly disease with an extremely low survival rate took Robert, Lucas and Justin’s grandmother and Cristian will never know her because of it.
Last year running became a family event as Lola’s children Esther, Bobby and Rose Marie, joined by friends and teammates signed up for the PanCan Purple Stride 5K Run/Walk to honor her memory. I paced Bobby while Rose Marie and a pregnant Esther walked the 5K. We had a great time on a beautiful Saturday morning raising money for a good cause.
We’re back in Prospect Park tomorrow morning with a bigger group of friends and family to keep Lola’s memory alive once more. Last year we got off to a slow start but Rose Marie, our Team Captain, took charge printing up T-Shirts and heading up the fundraising effort.
Although Esther is a little nervous running her first race in 16 months, she’ll be fine. Mami will be looking down with a smile on her face.
If you know anyone suffering or lost someone to Pancreatic Cancer or are interested in donating to a good cause click here. Thanks in advance.
Has it been six months already? I can’t believe it went by so quickly. It was only yesterday that Cristian was born or if you want the complete story start here.
I’ve enjoyed being a parent but I’m still learning—I’ve only been on the job six months. I thought about filling out a self-evaluation form like you do at work, but Cristian’s reading and writing skills are still non-existent so that will have to wait. Esther hasn’t gotten him back with any new dings or dents so I guess that’s something.
I’ve learned a lot since Cristian came home from the hospital, some things were common sense and others were on the job training. Through it all Esther and I still look at each other in amazement unable to believe this adorable baby is ours.
Here are a few highlights of what I’ve learned:
My Son The Diva-Cristian chose his first pediatrician appointment to get the hang of breastfeeding, making the doctor wait while he gave Esther privacy. He then peed on the doctor during the examination. The doctor, an old pro, avoided most of the spray impressing me with how fast he could move. I’ll say this for the kid, you gotta admire his spunk.
Don’t Ask Me How He’s Sleeping-Cristian sleeps well, but it took him a few months to get the hang of it. He usually sleeps from 10pm until about 5am except when someone asks how’s he sleeping? That phrase usually upsets the balance as well as his and our sleep patterns, for about three or four days. I know your curious but please don’t ask anymore, a good night sleep depends on it.
There Is Never A Quick Trip to Pick Up Something For The Baby-I quickly learned when Esther said let’s make a quick trip to Buy Buy Baby or Carters to pick up something for the baby, we were going be there awhile. I have a bag for those trips packed with water, snacks and my tablet in it. Esther knows she can find me sitting in a chair in the baby furniture area while she shops.
My Son The Chic Magnet-I always knew babies drew attention, just not how much. Cristian is magnet puling in good looking women within a five-mile radius towards him. Of course I’m a happily-married man who doesn’t notice these things. I thought Chico was good but this is unreal.
My Son The Peacemaker-Since Cristian was born we’ve see relatives we haven’t seen in years. He’s also helped us bridge the gap with the strange neighbor down the hall. The one who never speaks but gives you the odd look when you pass her in the hallway. She now says hello and sings to Cristian in two languages. Go figure.
My Son Likes Busty Blondes-Who can blame him? I got a kick out of watching it when friends stopped by the see the baby, when he was breast-feeding. Cristian zoned in on their boobs. His eyes lit up when a very well-endowed blonde friend visited. He made his father proud.
I’ve learned a lot watching my son grow from a fragile newborn to a cute chubby-cheeked baby he is now. His smiling face every morning makes me forget the sacrifices and the sleep deprivation. Going forward I’m excited and a little scared of what lays ahead, but that’s okay, I’ve been a little afraid of every important decision I’ve made and more often than not, they turned out fine.
Bringing a newborn home can inspire jealousy in your older children. It’s yet another adjustment for new parents, in addition to sleep deprivation, late-night feedings, and diaper changes—the things I’ve been posting about. Our oldest isn’t a child but an eighteen-year old mixed breed dog, named Chico.
Chico’s been like our child for many years, (don’t worry we’re not like the crazy woman who lives with 30 cats). Chico was a birthday gift to my sister-in-law Rose Marie. Taken from his mother when he was three weeks old, Esther became Chico’s mom, wrapping him in blankets when he was cold and feeding him from a bottle when he was hungry.
When Esther and I met Chico’s approval helped seal the deal. I liked him immediately because he didn’t think he’s a dog, he thought he was a person. We’ve taken him to family gatherings and on vacations to Cape Cod, Maine and Florida. I remember Esther instructing the maid in a boutique hotel in DC “scold him if he misbehaves.”
We were curious how Chico would behave when we brought Cristian home from the hospital—our friends were too. It was the most asked question after How’s the baby, and How are you sleeping?
Ignoring the baby Chico initially was upset with me—that baby was taking time usually devoted to him. I’d be giving the baby a bottle, and he would signal that he wanted a walk. When we to sleep the first night, he defiantly claimed a corner of our bed.
When friends came by to see the baby we put Cristian in front of him. He walked by him without acknowledging him. Poor dog, he had such a good life before we brought that baby home.
After a few weeks he realized he’d have to deal with it because the baby wasn’t going anywhere. Coming inside from walks, he would run up to Cristian, playing in his swing or watching Sesame Street and wag his tail at him, before running away.
When we put comforters on the floor for Cristian to roll on, Chico came over letting the baby pet him. He was good when the baby grabbed his chest hair or tried to squeeze one of his paws. For now the boys seemingly reached détente, although I still keep an eye on them to make sure Chico doesn’t hurt the baby. How will it be until we are protecting Chico from Cristian?
Parenting is full of challenges, mine started the first night. Exhausted but elated I spent the night trying to soothe my cranky son who was on a hunger strike as he weaned off the epidural used during his delivery. I remember him licking the back of my neck as we turned laps in our hospital room.
Each step in his development brings with it a new challenge. This is nothing I didn’t know when I signed up for this parenthood thing—of course experiencing it is so much different than reading about it in parenting books or talking about it with other parents.
As the weather slowly starts warming up it’s time for my next challenge—a personal one—it’s time to lose weight. I gained about 25 pounds during Esther’s pregnancy and a winter spent playing with our new baby and eating comfort food did little to help that.
For me this isn’t a new challenge—it’s an ongoing one. Over the past 15 years I’ve lost 200 pounds, 20 pounds 10 times. I’ve tried the Atkins Diet, the South Beach Diet and several others, they all worked for a short time but weren’t the answer, so a few weeks ago Esther and I joined Weight Watchers.
If you are unfamiliar with Weight Watchers you probably think it’s a room full of fat middle-aged women swapping recipes for low-fat muffins. I did. However the program works it you follow it. I lost 45 pounds in 2013 before getting derailed by family issues.
When I joined in the past my goals were simple, lose weight and be healthier. They still apply but there’s more to it now. I’m the 50 year old father of an adorable son. Facing the challenges needed to raise him will require energy. I owe it to him to be there.
After six weeks of Tag-Team Parenting Esther’s maternity leave was over. Returning to work meant it was time for me to fly solo. Although my newborn crash course taught me much, this was a new challenge.
I’m no stranger to challenges. I’ve run a dozen marathons and two ultramarathons, and managed a complicated trading-system installation for the U.S. Treasury Secretary but taking care of my six-week old son had me a little nervous.
Esther did her best to ease this rookie Dad’s growing pains, packing the diaper bag, leaving three matching outfits, onesie, pants, and socks per day and posting care instructions that rivaled nuclear launch codes. Turn your key now Frank.
Cristian and I drove her to work on her first day back. Sure there was some crying and carrying one but before long Esther was ok. I kept her in the parental loop texting pictures and updates several times a day.
Why Is He Crying-A crying baby usually means one of three things, I’m hungry, diaper change, or nap time. Of course it’s never that easy. A few times Cristian wasn’t hungry, had a dry diaper, and wouldn’t go down for a nap—he just cried louder. This was usually when Chico wanted attention. Why are you ignoring me Frank? Now what? Keep your cool— don’t pull your hair out, don’t throw the baby bottle across the room. Stay calm. Put him in the swing, walk him, or take him out in the stroller.
Sleep When They Sleep-I’m convinced whoever offered this advice never took care of a baby. Maybe the nanny cared for the children, or they’ve forgotten how demanding babies can be. Feel free to contact me if you want to relive those memories and I let you change a few diapers.
When the baby napped, I’d scramble like a contestant on a game show. I sterilized baby bottles, folded laundry, and prepped dinner (I’m not just another pretty face, I cook), take a quick shower and if I’m lucky shave before he woke up.
Baby Friendly Programing-Like many new parents I was introduced to Sprout and the Baby First Chanel and searched Netflix. We watched Curious George, Peppa Pig and Sid the Science Kid. You know you’re watching too much of it, when you’re singing along with the songs. I’d cringe when it was time for Susy to sing, but she kept Cristian entertained for 20 or 30 minutes so I dealt with it.
Motion Is Your Best Friend-Whether it was riding in the car or cruising in his jog stroller while I ran (that’s a different post) motion lulled Cristian to sleep. Taking advantage of this I took him everywhere, grocery shopping, the post office, and off to Grandmas. It served a dual purpose of getting me out of the house and getting the baby a nap.
Thinking back I realized I’m pretty lucky. Cristian’s a happy baby, he’s easy to take care of (despite my growing pains) and watching his daily development gives me unspeakable joy. Although I’ve needed to de-stress from time to time when Esther came home from work I can’t imagine doing this another way.